Dear reader friends, here is the story of childhood, adolescence and then the adult life of a man who has known the dark depths of Satanism . He testifies to the omnipotence of Jesus to deliver those who are captive of the enemy. He answered our questions honestly, his own words were transcribed. Converted for 9 years, he is raising a cry of alarm to warn about the dangers of sin, in particular that of the occult, and calls on Christians to wake up, to come out of their lightness and their ignorance to truly sanctify themselves.
Can you tell us about your childhood and your family? I am currently 38 years old. I have two brothers and two sisters. I come from a family that practices Satanism. My name was 'legion of legions' and I don't say that with pride. It is a great shame to have been a hotel for filthy demons and to have finally been a puppet. As far as I can remember, the family atmosphere was made of sadness, meanness and trauma. However, it is wrong to believe that a satanist, wizard etc., are just victims. Although deceived by Satan, they made choices, made “vows” and offered human sacrifices etc. They are victims AND criminals.
The satanist offers his children to Satan. I was therefore born possessed and bound by particular spirits linked to my function in the world of darkness. Perhaps the worst was the education we received. We were all big perverts filled with all kinds of unspeakable evil. On the satanic side, we had particular spirits that were unique to us, we had masters who guided us.
I watched for attacks from outside. We were completely surrendered to Satan, werewolves. I wasn't the most powerful, but I could lead using trickery. It was my specialty. Growing up, my parents, masters (of demons) or others abused me in different ways until I came to despairtotal. I was nowhere safe, no one was protecting me, on the contrary. My parents offered me to be mistreated. It was always extremely violent and of very long duration.
For example, unlike in the physical world, in the spiritual world, you can repeatedly tear someone's heart out or break their teeth. You don't even have to wait until the baby is born to do it. Once deprived of hope and traumatized, I closed my heart completely and permanently. That is to say, I died in myself. I only lived through the lives of others. My first sacrifice was to sacrifice myself or rather to sacrifice someone who looked like me, it symbolized my death. I was then ready to do whatever I was asked and without any mercy!
Can you tell us what the daily life of a Satanist family looks like? There were several of us at home, we had specific positions. There was a very precise hierarchy. Within the family, we were continually struggling for power and domination. You had to be wary of everyone and watch over each other's every move so as not to be surprised. Seen from the outside, we looked like a “good” family, somewhat in the style of the great Catholic families. My father was a worker and my mother "raised" us.
To sum up, it's double-sided. We must have looked "normal" but we were on the other side completely devoted to Satan. So, I went to school, I did some activities near the house, but always under the watch of demons. They didn't hesitate to punish me if I disobeyed. They themselves made mistakes, hated each other, betrayed each other or betrayed me.
I only breathed when I was in class, surrounded by other students. I relaxed a little then, but the demons sometimes took possession of my teacher and brought me back to reality through various abuses, but nothing happened in front of the students. The first rule was to be discreet. At a signal given by my mother, we all came out of our bodies to meet. We had a particular language which at first glance seems good but which is always two-way. It is the trademark of all the occults who will speak to you for example of "love" or "beings of light".
We therefore displayed a normal lifestyle. The goal was to make followers, to influence without being noticed, which is very easy because blindness is very strong even among Christians. Let us know that only the Holy Spirit can show you a high sorcerer or satanist. They infiltrate our meetings and are the most dynamic ones (they are not fought, that helps). They have great revelations and great gifts which may seem spiritual.
But it was enough to dig a little to see a whole different reality. My mother, who was more powerful than me (otherwise we would have killed her), had the opportunity to read our minds. Imagine what this can mean in everyday life. We were punished for our actions but also for our thoughts. It creates an atmosphere of madness. Over time, as we grew older, we learned to block any intrusion into our thoughts.
I am so sad to see so many Christians so oblivious to the cost and danger of sin. I am heartbroken by their bogus theories about the dark world that they have sought from wizards or demons themselves. The Bible is however very clear on this subject and quite sufficient for the Christian. I recently heard that the "Illuminati" do not exist !!! Blind !!! What is also sad is that we have such a powerful God that we become reckless despite the alarms of the Holy Spirit and when we find ourselves in a critical situation we blame God.
Do you know how long your family has been practicing Satanism? I'm not sure how many generations there are, but I would say nine. I saw it through a particular experience. The good news is that Jesus came to destroy the works of darkness and made the Christian a whole new creature. Also, two types of people came out of our family, satanists or pastors. Strange as it may sound, there have also been men of God.
I would say it's the humor of God. I love this God who comes to seek the worst dark creatures and without a future to make them his servants, transforming them into men and women who take pleasure in the holiness of God. I love God because he has a way of doing good to Him. As with Moses, whom He placed in a family of darkness for his education. During the deliverance of the people, our God first humiliated the sorcerers. His method: he first gets down to their level but defeats them all the same (snake, appearance of blood, etc.).
Then God rises a little and they are overwhelmed and confused. He then deals with the main demons of Egypt: frogs, night and darkness (Ra, Isis and Osiris, etc.) then God rises again to finish with Satan (pharaoh). Finally, He publicly humiliates all these little people without even rising from his throne. Ah yes, God is God. If God had risen completely that day, it would have been the end of everything, of the universe and of the different heavens. God had to contain His power, His greatness, and His glory to teach us. And he does it for every life that gives itself to Him.
What do satanic cults look like?
We left Satanism at the cost of an erased memory. It is therefore difficult for me to be precise and to give a timetable. But Satan likes to mock God or make people do blasphemous acts. We would do devilish holy scenes with human flesh, we also had meetings every week. There were special days, during pagan or Christian feasts, because behind the Christian feasts hide many abominations. Larger meetings were held with sometimes Satan himself. We also had our own daily work.
How are children involved in these cults? Those who are not sacrificed are offered before birth to Satan and prepared for their mission. Once born, they are prepared to be callous to everything, and with so much hatred that they are capable of all kinds of abominations. We also had very powerful family demons. One of them was supposed to stop bullets but I never tried.
Occultism is omnipresent in our societies via clairvoyance and astrology for example. What link do these practices have with pure and hard Satanism?
Everything is actually linked. This is how I see it. There are levels of occultism with their own demons, bigger and bigger and more powerful. Everyone is blinded by Satan even though those above the pyramid are more aware than those at the base. Below, some are even convinced that they are serving God.
We can do a lot of different levels but to sum up, there are 3 main ones:
1. White magic: we use specific prayers to heal, to provoke things. We call it white magic because we use it to do good (that's what they believe). No big sacrifices because it always has to appear to be religious. Catholics and some pastors love it. This materializes in manifestations that seem to come from God, stigmata, various signs or pastors who offer their sheep to have a full assembly.
2. Black magic: small sacrifices to big human sacrifices. They know they are doing harm, they are killing people on purpose.
3. Satanists: worship Satan, offer a quota of human flesh, their children, their life, they fast and pray etc. I find demons at this level to be different from demons of witchcraft. These former are bigger or the same but more "black" and more filthy. All the occult sciences bind you to demons and make you a slave. Whether it is the meeting with the interior masters or false exterior divinities or even magnetism, most therapies (xxxtherapies eg oliotherapy…), astral travel, the goal is the same. : Binding you so that you can access your lives and kill you and your family. Maybe also use yourself as a human bomb to attract as many people as possible to hell.
In this world, all actions, even those that seem trivial, have spiritual consequences. The occult seems beautiful like the fruit offered to Eve by Satan, but it leads to death. It really is significant of the way Satan deceives men. It gives them access to the spiritual world and therefore to knowledge.
But the reality is much more miserable. At best you will have access to the second world, but what is glorious you will not. You are given a demon that allows you to do certain things, but its mission is to bring in as many demons as possible to destroy you or use you to destroy other lives. Whereas Jesus, Him, gave us His life so that we have eternal life. He's just asking us to wait a little bit down here until His return. We will then be in His holy presence and in all the knowledge of the spiritual world and in bliss. Back to you. What type of child, teenager were you?
I was very disturbed. It could really be seen, for I was "apart"; this is say “demonic sanctification”. I was not openly sinning, I looked like a religious person, brought up in a family with religious values. Subsequently, we fled Satanism. So I really threw myself headlong into the world. In a few years, I found myself in delinquency, in sexual depravity (apart from Satanism) and in drugs. First, hashish, then XTC, speed, coke (a little) and heroin.
I was under the constant influence of one or the other of the demons. So just before Jesus came to pick me up again (because he called me several times in my wanderings and since my childhood), I was completely devastated emotionally, physically and spiritually. I had no or very little personality of my own because demons took up too much space in my soul. I understood that Satan could do nothing for me because he is a liar, the world could not bring me anything either. So I was empty and without hope, none.
I didn't realize until a certain age that other people were still alive and not just dolls that you can use as you please. I remember it because I saw a child cry because I was hurting him and I said to myself: “hey,“ that ”is crying ??? Weird! ". But it marked me. Have you ever wanted to break away from the way of life you had? Yes, but it is impossible without Jesus, it is still necessary to know it! So someone has to announce it! I had a sad life, filled with wickedness and devoid of the simple pleasures of the life that God offers us; Satan defiles everything!
Towards the end of the “Satanism” period, my parents decided to flee from Satanism because at home everything had gone into a spin: the power struggles had become incessant. We were trying to kill each other between brothers and sisters. My twin brother and I, who had made a "no bloodshed" pact, had attempted a putsch to kill our mother. Fortunately, it was a failure.
The price for leaving Satanism is the erasure of memory as well as various things. It's a trap. The reality is that we never leave Satanism, we are unconscious but we still practice it, we can only get out of it when Jesus comes to redeem us. We all had a split personality, one more or less normal and the other completely demonic. We did not really control the passages from one personality to another; it was automatic. We realized the damage because bits of memory passed from one personality to another.
My parents therefore sought to escape all this through different occult movements and different occult sciences: from the rose-cross, through CIRCE to Catholicism and even Jehovah's Witnesses. I myself was in the rose cross as a torchbearer. It is a very evil sect which claims to derive its origins from the Egyptians. One learns there in particular by various initiations the astral voyage (to leave one's body).
They study esotericism and ancient Egypt a lot. And just like some pastors, they're going to bathe in the Jordan.
The son of one of the great masters having overthrown his father to take his place, the father and his most faithful “lieutenants” left and founded CIRCES. The most influential slice of the rose cross is part of Martinism. And what about Catholicism and other religions where we mix the occult and the Bible? In my opinion these are the worst because we use the name of Jesus. Or rather we defile His name by practices unworthy of Him. What kind of adult have you become?
I didn't look like anything anymore, I was totally desperate, having tasted everything and not being satisfied with anything. There is nothing left for this kind of man except Jesus. I only dreamed of simple things but one can only truly and fully find them in Jesus: love, peace, joy, happiness! Happiness is found only in Jesus. I lived through others because I didn't have access to my own heart. I fed on others and their emotions. I was infinitely and deeply sad. Some people think that God and Satan are myth, that they are human inventions. What can you say about this?
These are really not myths; but it is the Holy Spirit who will convince them. I invite you to ask Jesus to come into your life, to manifest Himself to you. God is very, very powerful and He knows how to speak to you who He has woven in the wombs of your mothers. But beware, one day it will be too late. What point of view did you have on one or the other?
Before, I didn't really know God existed and I mistakenly believed Satan was the most powerful creature. Now I rejoice when I think Satan has to bend his knees every time the name of Jesus is spoken. I was really wrong. You know, that's why Satan doesn't sleep, or he wouldn't stop having nightmares. The smallest of the newly converted Christians makes him bend his knee in the Almighty name of Jesus Christ! Satan is a creature and Jesus is the Creator so powerful that He orders with His mouth to bring something into existence like the earth or the sun. Indeed, wars have been lost, people have been ruined, but Satan has lost everything! Duuuuuuuuuuuuurrr hihihihi !!!
Who failed like Satan ??? Who has been stripped and humbled like Satan ?? Jesus came to destroy all the acts of which the ordinances condemned us. Satan lost his power over all those who accepted Jesus, he was publicly humiliated, presented as a spectacle before all his demons, all angels and men. Only men do not understand anything. All the other creatures got it right because they were there. God, He is Almighty, He is a good and is a nice Daddy. He is fair and does righteousness with us. What consolation!
Under what circumstances did you end up turning to God? In reality, it was not really me who took the first step. It is God who really came to take care of our family. It takes a good deal of faith to change sides like that. You really have to be sure to go from the weakest to the strongest! You know, God is not proud, unlike men; Jesus called me to Him many times in my life and never got tired of doing so despite my blasphemies and the way I treated his servants. God came to visit me simply, full of love. He is really too strong because He made His love flow into my heart and nothing could block him, neither demons nor Satan nor me. It hurt a bit but it felt so good.
Why did you choose to turn to God? When there is really no more hope, there is always Jesus. I read a book by TL Olsborn with some pretty powerful testimonies where wizards converted and did not die. I saw my mother take the step and then my brother. Something had really changed about them. It gave me the courage to take the plunge despite the angry demons and their threats. I ran to a pastor and I put pressure on him to ask Jesus to come into my life in his presence so that Satan wouldn't accuse me later. The pastor did not understand my zeal.
Unfortunately, I only accepted Jesus at the time as Savior. I thought there was nothing to do with me, I just wanted to die in God, for Him to take me away. I didn't want Him to touch my sufferings and strip me of my powers because I always wanted to be able to defend myself. Yet that's what He did. I did not understand his language because He spoke of me as a valiant hero. He told me that he called me, that he loved me and many other things. I have wandered the Christian world and no one could do anything for me. I heard about the power of the Holy Spirit and started running after him (while he was in me). I really didn't understand nothing of the Word. I found myself in the gold glitter as in the helping relationship, but I found neither God nor deliverance.
It was only a few years later, when I arrived in a congregation where the leaders truly walked in holiness (I believed that this did not exist, but that the Christian was a hypocrite) that I decided to leave my luggage and to bend the knee before Jesus my Lord. It's funny because I've always announced things before they happen. It bothered everyone because I knew things that I shouldn't know. For example, I told my brother that I didn't want to make a heist with him like that night because we were going to get caught. He would go there and get caught. I thought this thing was evil, but I later found out that it was something that God had put in me. It is he who created me to serve him.
What have you discovered about Jesus Christ?
I discovered that His sacrifice on the cross was not a failure but the greatest victory that the universe and that all worlds have known. Jesus defends His children, He is the shield and the foundation. There is PEACE in him.
What difficulties did you encounter when deciding to turn the page of the life you had before? The beginnings were very complicated because I did not read the Bible enough. No one saw my condition and no one cast out demons in the congregation I attended. They couldn't see anything at all. To be honest, I was very disappointed as I saw their spiritual state and what they were hiding. I was thirsty for something else, but I couldn't see it anywhere. It's like the Jesus who found me, they don't know Him. They did not fear God. They only had the appearance of godliness. Finally, trusting the brothers and sisters and opening up to them was also very difficult.
Young people preferred to get together to flirt, watch movies rather than pray or praise God. I was very naive at that time and very disappointed to see the hidden intentions of not very virtuous ladies. You know, I'm not a very spiritual person, but I love Jesus. He is sweet. Demons and Satan have threatened us in different ways. Satanists have attacked us and are still attacking us. But since I walk in sanctification, they stay away. They attack at their peril. Even Satan, when he attacks foresees a hidden squadron to be able to flee if he is hunted in the name of Jesus.
I also had to get to know myself, because from birth I was possessed. So I wasn't used to living alone in my head, and I didn't know who I was and what my personality was. Why did you persevere in the faith despite all the struggles you had? Because Jesus is the only way. It's not a simple verse, it's a great truth. I am in a boat, that of Jesus. I am safe there and I am very, very well there. In the water, there are crocodiles and sharks who are mad at me. And you ask me why I don't want to get out of the boat? What did you have in the Lord that you did not have when you lived in darkness?
All. Asking the question means that you do not know the dark world. This world is torment, Satan himself is torment and anger. All the occult are tormented and devoured from within. It is unlivable. Between the demons who demand blood from you, the evil characters of the demons and their incessant disputes, it is not easy to live. Life in Jesus is quite different. What peace that of Jesus, what security, what deep and perfect love that that of our GOD. Happiness is in Jesus. God is not wicked and even involves us in His life, His glory, His kingdom and many promises. God comforts us when we are sad, He heals our wounds and uses us to demonstrate His glory. What a God and what a difference!
How is the life of a Christian more satisfying? It is based on justice and the love of God. God loves us and acts rightly with us, He will not betray us and will never forsake us. What assurance and what security. As far as human relationships are concerned, we have the Bible that should be meditated on because it is our guide and allows us not to be abused by men.
How long have you been in the Lord and what is your current life like? My first steps with the Lord go back more than 15 years (we are getting old!) But I really gave up everything for Him for 9 years. I let God take everything away from me. I looked like the most destitute of the weak little worms. I was really pitiful. But He put on me a different garment afterwards. I am currently in training with the Lord and by the Lord. I am married.
I am waiting for the green light from the Lord to work in his field. Before coming to France (I am of Belgian origin), I tried to serve God but He spoke to me through a dream to tell me that I was not allowed to do so. So I'm waiting for Him to give me permission. I am really happy to know Jesus, I love sanctification. It may sound strange but I really love the sanctification and the glory of God that comes with that sanctification. What can you tell us about sin in general and that of the occult in particular?
Sin should really afflict us. Already because it separates us from God, which is so unpleasant, but also because it is really something that deeply saddens God. Jesus is our bridegroom and we, the Church, are his beloved. Jesus is in love with us, He never tires of looking at us, in love. It's like I'm with my fiancee and she starts looking and talking to another man with love. How sad ! But sin is worse, it's spiritual adultery. This same bride has sex with others as you sanctify yourself for her. Occultism is an insult to God and is so small. To think of yourself as gods when the true God gives you the air you breathe is pitiful.
Let's learn to know God, to know sanctification and the absence of long-lasting sin because that is life with God and God honors us when we honor him. If you had just one message to give to men, which would it be? Jesus is coming soon, very soon. He comes to seek a Church without spots or wrinkles. He comes to seek men and women living in sanctification. He gave His life for you, he died on the cross to redeem you at a very great price.
Convert and Live! Let go of sin and live! Let go of the idols and live! He calls a new generation, Christians who live in sanctification. Christians of exemplary simplicity, sanctification, depth and with a message that has not yet been heard and seen before except in the Bible. Here is that message: Jesus is back! Prepare yourselves ! Take this step today, now. Tomorrow, it will be too late. Jesus will change your lives.
Source: http://www.lesdokimos.org/2013/12/30/temoignage-dun-ex-sataniste-qui-a-echoue-comme-satan-jesusest-tout-puissant/
No comments:
Post a Comment